To say my anxiety is high is like saying the Grand Canyon is just a hole in ground. My emotions are all over the place. I feel so gross right now, as I've been stress-eating my brains out. I'm scared for the surgery itself. I'm basically a huge mess. Let's talk about some positives.
I think I mentioned in a previous post that they are opening a Planet Fitness right by my house. This is set to open on October 1st, which will be perfect, because that's basically the exact time I'll be able to go to the gym. So. Stoked.
Today is The Last Supper of sorts with Veronica. I'm going to miss eating with her. To non-fat people, that may sound ludicrous, but it's true. Eating is such a social thing. We eat together after a great day to celebrate, after a bad day to vent and comfort each other. So Veronica, today is truly the last hurrah! <3
Just two days left of work before I'm off for a month. I love my job so much, and often feel useless when I'm not there, however I really need this break. My nerves are shot. I'm sure my upcoming surgery has a lot to do with it, also, but I'm going to snap soon, and I do NOT want that to happen.
That's all I've got right now. Just a constant ball of tension and stress. I'm sure I'll feel this way until Wednesday afternoon. I'm sure once the procedure itself is over, my stress level will be reduced exponentially. And I can't wait.
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