This Is It...almost

Here we are.  The day prior to surgery.  I've been on a liquid diet all day (which hasn't been as bad as I expected).  I'm hungry and would like nothing more than to mow down on something fried, covered in cheese, and dipped in ranch.  But it's been okay.  My anxiety skyrocketed this morning and is still orbiting around in space somewhere.  I cried the whole way to work.  I took Xanax which helped, but didn't totally alleviate the issue.  I was near tears for over an hour of the morning, but then as I got busy, and was in a mad dash to finish everything I could before leaving work, I was okay.  

I just want tomorrow to be over.  In less than 12 hours, Ryan and I will be on our way to the hospital.  I need to arrive at 8am, which makes me assume that surgery will be between 9-930am.  16 hours from now, I'll be in the post-op stages.  Lord, give me strength and be with me during this procedure.